State of things

It's been nine days since I started my medicine. I started this blog with the intent of discussing my thoughts as I delve deeper into my thoughts on polamory. But life has funny twist and turns. My wife whom seems to like what she now calls her Mr. Black, is definitely more positive that I would have expected to be. She is also been very supportive. Which as you can guess is very important. No one wants to go through this alone.... you know having Bipolar. Our marriage had broken, our dreams shattered..... only thing left was prayer. We both prayed while not knowing the other was praying also. It's funny how prayers are answered sometimes. Who would guess that an unknown illness that affected my very personality would be the answer to our prayers. Now this doesn't mean I don't have work as a husband to do but it does mean that I have a real chance at peace in my marriage. My wife heals fast. She is already hinting that I need to find a girl to go fuck and come home with all the juicy details. As happy as I am right now I still find myself being tentative. I really want and need this to work.